last night, i read blog of someone which was so long

but all of those, i just met something.

something which i have known for a long time.

something which many people want to be.

something which they worship like god.

why i know? because i am the one in them.

(although now, that something in my mind is less than in the past, there has sometimes that it returns to me. that moment i will be crazy - -" i know, i look like a stalker. i know you know that at that time how am i - -" )

someone may know what i say. Yes, i say about “otaku”.

in my opinion, imagine, dream, or something like these . . . a lot of people are interested.

it is good thought and interesting because it is different, new and creative. If that interest is more enough, that guy will become professional about something they interested.

it looks so good which knowing something more than another one.

but they don’t brake just only become professional, but also become more than that .

In general, if you are rich, you may buy everything you want.

you can occupy those things by not affecting to social.

but everyone aren’t rich. when they want something, how will they do?

they may work very hard until don't have time to do anything like normal people.

Moreover, in the free time they are interested only that particular thing.

It means that they don't have time for another one.

Usually, they talk to only someone in their social. Sometimes, they may talk with themselves.

if it is like that, they will be along in short time. Then, they will have small social.

it is so bad if they have only themselves.

After that, they will become a stalker in the opinion of another one who isn't in their social.

this is the problem. how do you think, when you move in place where everyone say something such that you don't understand?

this is a look of otaku from other people whom call themselves as normal people.

do you think about otaku? what are they?

tomorrow i think my friend will become a stalker - -".

Then, i may not go na - -".